Posts filed under 'Conviction / Doubt'
listen to the mp3
is this some weak relfection of how God feels
longing for a love that doesn’t leap into my arms
i try to be the one she wants but it’s up to her to see
i’m here to hold her and keep her safe from harm
she likes some parts of me but she wants to play the field
how long will she look until she finds me waiting here?
maybe never. what if she is fooled by something else?
she runs to me for help but feels up and disappears
God are you chasing me the way i chase the girl?
thinking of me and wishing i would realize
everything i’m looking for, you’re so eager to give
i love her. i love her, but she must decide…
is this some weak reflection of how God feels?
longing for a love that doesn’t leap into my arms…
March 8th, 2006
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if You gave me a voice
that all the world could hear
what would i choose to whisper in their ears?
would i talk about You?
i can’t even say
i can’t even say
i’d speak Your name
i’m so ashamed
and if they sentenced You to die
i would not stand by Your side
if they asked me if i know You
i’d deny
would that be a lie?
i can’t even say
i can’t even say
i’d speak Your name
February 1st, 2006
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i think of everything i’ve said to you
all the promises i swore i’d make true
i can’t put up much of a fight
if i can’t make it through one lonely night
i never used to doubt how much you care
so why do i wonder if you play fair?
it’s hard for hope to go on
without you here to prove me wrong
if i love you
it’s because i choose to
if i love you
it’s because i choose to
you can’t make me see
everything you do for me
so if i love you
i choose to
i can’t find a star up in the sky
everything’s black and i don’t know why
it all looks different in the day
but tonight this fear won’t go away
if you here to hold my hand
maybe then i’d understand
if your words echo’d in my ears
if you suddenly appeared
October 1st, 2005
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Jesus, a name a rarely use
this is that cliche beg for Your hand
i read Your touch brings healing
i don’t really understand
if Your hands, then part of the body
aren’t we all your flesh and bone?
send someone to hold me
i cannot mend if alone
my days hold no assurance
my heart no hope to burn
like fuel to reach my goal
Jesus, i don’t know where to turn
in faith that is not free of doubt
i ask for Your peace, for a friend
i’ll wait here trapped by fear
for the rescue You will send
March 3rd, 2003
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sure you can beat me, you’re bigger and stronger
sure you can find me, i hide – you wait longer
and will quick bolts from ominous skies
you can send me to pay for each one of my lies
sure you can show yourself in this place
in order i’d have to fall dead on my face
you can be the king, make me behave
with one word you can make me your slave
but are you lonely
without me?
sure i can scream at empty blue skies
beg for a sign with tears in my eyes
like a child not getting his way
i can try to hurt you with the words i say
i can laugh at what i’ve done
wasted all night waiting for the sun
but could i learn to live with the feeling
like i’m broken with no hope of healing
February 2nd, 2003
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